One more paper to go before I'm done with Year 2!
Somehow the motivation to study spirals downwards exponentially as more papers are cleared. I remember having a lot of nerves for my first paper, to the extent I had to call home and get Mummy to calm me down. Haha at that instant I really felt like a small kid who needs my mom by my side assuring me that everything will be fine :P
It has been a long while since I last went back home, and I really miss my family members. On Mon night when I was studying in the meeting room, Bro called and asked if I want him to come over and pass me some fruits that Daddy bought from Taiwan. Just to tease him, I said something like "如果你够爱我，你就来 lor" which he replied "Okay la, 我是还蛮喜欢你这个妹妹的，大概十五到二十分钟到吧". Sounds kinda stupid, but I was so touched by his words I started tearing secretly while waiting for him to reach hahaha. I really want to go home once my paper on Friday ends. Not going anywhere else with friends but instead, I'm gonna go straight home and eat dinner with my family :)
Anyway, I was thinking about this incident which happened to me some time ago. Not sure if I said it before, but it's actually a one times good one experience that made me reflect upon myself and realise how flawed I was as person. If I'm not wrong, this was also the incident I quoted when applying for uni haha.
There was once I was at the bus-stop waiting for 190, going to town to meet a couple of friends. When I was stoning there, an old lady approached me, asking me if I could spare her some cash so she could get her lunch. Instinctively I rejected her. She persisted, asking me for just $2. At that point of time, my bus arrived so I hurriedly rejected her again and got up the bus. When the bus left, I saw her approaching someone else. It took me a few minutes for the effect to set in and once it did, I started crying uncontrollably. I really really really regretted not giving her the money. I kept asking myself, so what if she may be lying? So what if she's out there to con people? It's just $2...just $2 and you're unwilling to give it to her. So what kind of person does that make you? I was so disgusted with myself I cried from CCK to Orchard Road hahaha. It may seem like a small matter, but it's a real big deal for me.
I don't know about the others, but I actually donate most of the time when people approach me on the streets. Of course, I'll not do it when I'm around with my friends in case they feel uncomfortable but I think it's better to donate and then feel happy that you've attempted to do something good, rather than rejecting without thinking because you're not sure if that sum of money will be put to good use. But then again, offering to help out for surveys is another thing. There was once I agreed to help out for some breakfast survey thing which they led me into a ulu malu building and then a secluded shop at a corner which scared the hell out of me but in the end nothing happened pheww.
Okay, back to AC213 now! :D
Thursday, May 3, 2012
Wednesday, April 18, 2012
Oldies (Y)
Someone came up in my mind when I happen to hear this song.
Apt lyrics haha.
Working hard for exams! It's my bi-annual depressing period whenever exams are around the corner. 4th May 1700hrs and I'll be free!
And then....PA starts on 7th May zzz. Totally not looking forward to it though SSC sounds interesting. It's okay! I need money for camp anyway :(
Thursday, March 22, 2012
C!
Interesting thing on Monday: Serious nosebleed that looks so scary haha.
Interesting thing on Tuesday: Found a laptop and returned it to FAL. Haha this is like the second laptop I found within a month? The owner was very nice as well, thanking me and insisting on treating me lunch (which I conveniently stopped replying hmmm).
Interesting thing on Wed: GL-s bidding! Intense feelings of excitement + fear loll.
So many things to do now. 213 and Marketing gogogo!
Interesting thing on Tuesday: Found a laptop and returned it to FAL. Haha this is like the second laptop I found within a month? The owner was very nice as well, thanking me and insisting on treating me lunch (which I conveniently stopped replying hmmm).
Interesting thing on Wed: GL-s bidding! Intense feelings of excitement + fear loll.
So many things to do now. 213 and Marketing gogogo!
Sunday, March 18, 2012
Ticktock.
You're stirring up the emotions inside me.
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Anyway, I get damn angst by people who clearly know what are my dislikes but willfully place them in front of me just to 'test' my reactions. Too much!
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Insane runny nose on Wed, then high fever on Thurs. Felt so terrible while lying in hall alone. Was crying in bed and really contemplated if I should call home and ask Mommy to save me. Even the doctor who (I guess) thought I was geng-ing went "Woah! 39.4, so high!" when he took my temperature. Physically at my weakest then :(
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Nonetheless, I misplaced my wallet, and I got it back! Yayyy gotta love Eileen! Just damn sian with myself whenever I lose something important. A bit like a used to such feelings but can never get over it because I'll blame myself for not learning. Laptops, handphones, wallets and the list goes on.
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I strive to be a better daughter, a better sister, a better friend. By bitching about others behind their backs is equivalent to not giving them a change to change. I admire people who can speak of the flaws of others truthfully. Sigh oh sigh, why can't I.
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DJJ is going to Taiwan! One way or another I'm gonna go over in Dec to find her. Desperately in need of a overseas trip and I really miss the days we spent in Macau. Then again we can spend our X'mas eve together! :)
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怡妆
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Anyway, I get damn angst by people who clearly know what are my dislikes but willfully place them in front of me just to 'test' my reactions. Too much!
--
Insane runny nose on Wed, then high fever on Thurs. Felt so terrible while lying in hall alone. Was crying in bed and really contemplated if I should call home and ask Mommy to save me. Even the doctor who (I guess) thought I was geng-ing went "Woah! 39.4, so high!" when he took my temperature. Physically at my weakest then :(
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Nonetheless, I misplaced my wallet, and I got it back! Yayyy gotta love Eileen! Just damn sian with myself whenever I lose something important. A bit like a used to such feelings but can never get over it because I'll blame myself for not learning. Laptops, handphones, wallets and the list goes on.
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I strive to be a better daughter, a better sister, a better friend. By bitching about others behind their backs is equivalent to not giving them a change to change. I admire people who can speak of the flaws of others truthfully. Sigh oh sigh, why can't I.
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DJJ is going to Taiwan! One way or another I'm gonna go over in Dec to find her. Desperately in need of a overseas trip and I really miss the days we spent in Macau. Then again we can spend our X'mas eve together! :)
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怡妆
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Saturday, December 31, 2011
December.
I don't usually like December. It's my birthday month, but also the month I dread for many years now. Somehow, things are a little different this time round. I enjoyed myself thoroughly and I'm really contented.
Significant days of Dec:
1) Maincomm retreat @ Kukup! We're back there again but this time the company is different, and the feeling is different too, yet both experiences are great. I believe that it made us closer and understand both ourselves and others better. Paintball-ed, KTV-ed, MJ-ed, HTHT-ed, Angel&Mortal-ed, Xmas gift exchange-d, beer-ed and prawns+crabs+coconuts overdose-d. =)
2) JIJI day! 5 years of friendship (and counting) but it's the first time ever that the 6 of us caught a movie together. Always said that movies are non-interactive and a waste of our precious time which we get to spend with each other haha. Still, anything done with JIJI will be fun, and that includes Turbo's 联谊-wannabe event at Vivo. We had fun, made new friends and managed to 骗吃骗喝 before going to Modesto for our YZ's bday + Xmas dinner. Food was great and the company was even better hehe. Did our annual xmas exchange and I received a Rilakkuma 2012 schedule from Baba! Been writing in it daily lika mini diary =). Got Elianto's moisturiser for Pong, which she can share with her Alvin ge hehe. DJJ gave each of us a surprise gift too, which is a custom-made JIJI calender with all our photos from past to present and our birthdays marked out. I feel so nostalgic just by looking at those photos. JIJI 万岁! <3
3) Then, it's my bday! 20years old now and I'm still having the Peter Pan syndrome hmm. Was watching MI: The Ghost Protocol with the maincomm peeps when the clock struck 12. Thank you all for the little surprise awww.
Had dinner with my family + MeiHui @ Old Airport Road (lots of seafood again omggg) before sending Sis off at the airport. She's going to US for 3weeks! Hopefully she'll get me some nice presents when she's back hehe.
4) Bday catchup with Steven! Too much love from him already hahaha. Very sweet of him to come all the way down just to sing me a song + pass me a cd and very bad of me to procrastinate and not pass him his accumulated for many years belated bday present =S. Best guy friend ever! =D
5) X-Phy'11 comm treat at 2D1N Soju Bang. First time ever I tried Korean BBQ and actually I don't know what's the difference between that and normal BBQ hahaha. It's like eating Seoul Garden leh, no meh? Anyway it's nice to see those familiar faces again though not everyone was there. :)
6) Bike Rally islandwide publicity + steamboat at Desiree's place thereafter. Yayy BR's islandwide was fun hehe bonding time for us (Y) and we're lucky to have such great weather. Saw many old friends while I was giving out flyers too (lots of fate, I like!).
Went over to Des's place after that and I concussed immediately. Woke up just in time for dinner and we basically just nua-ed at her place. Drank a little and HTHT-ed a lot (Yayyy I LOVEEEE htht!) which sad to say ended after I went to shower. All of them just died there when I came back and I had no one else to talk to already =(. Still, it was an interesting night! Had KFC for lunch the next day (I know this is mundane and isn't worth mentioning but it's my first KFC meal for this whole year!) and I realise how staying in school really increased the number of times I had Macs and how long it has been since I last touched KFC hmm.
7) Xmas eve with DJJ! Hahaha we started off meeting up for Xmas eve last year, when we were both single (and unwanted sigh hahaha) + felt sorry for ourselves so decided to keep each other accompanied on this special day. Went to Turbo's church for their Xmas performance + service, had a haircut at Chapter2, coincidental meet with Yong Xiang on the bus, HTHT at my place (woah we summarized like our whole year it's insane) and lastly movie marathon which kinda failed because I fell asleep =S. It's really nice spending time with her! We can always share about so many things and I always 默默 feel very touched when she's so concerned over my well-being. How blessed I am to have a friend like her :')
8) Xmas party with Werewolves @ Mel's! Gotta thanks Melmel for organizing an xmas party for us every year. Best organizer award goes to her for sure. We had an assorted cuisine for dinner, ranging from sushi to chicken wings to pizza to sausages to garlic bread to beehoon to egg salad and I was soooo full after eating. Played games too and it seems like orientation all over again hahaha. Round 3 of xmas gift exchange for me and this time round I gave out a 5kg of rice wrapped in anti-cockroach kitchen cabinet paper with masking tape LOLOLOL. That got me scolded rather badly but it's funny what! In return I got a Nike armband for exercising yay. Had a long chat at Mel's poolside after that before cabbing back with Ah Chua and CL. Oh oh! HAHAHAHA before sleeping, I reminded Ah Chua once again about our 35 years old pact which he replied "A promise! :)" (lol so sweet right). CL also send a uber long message to all, talking about the friendship we share. Then Lex sent a message too, saying how much this group of us meant to him. Waaa why all of them so nice one. I love Werewolves too! My closest group of JC friends up till now. And we're spending new year's eve together too! =)
9) Disney seniors stayover at Aloy's place and sent Brenda off to US the next morning. Yayy it has been a long while since we met up and spent the whole night together. Another round of HTHT a.k.a grilling session as we dug out many secrets whee-you-whee! Went to the airport and sent our dear Brenda off for her exchange. So many of them leaving next sem sighh.
10) JIJI 21st bday present shopping! Hahaha we act yi ge atas only. Went to many jewellery and watch shops before we finally decided on a key necklace for our common 21st bday present. I can't wait till it's my turn! 把记记紧紧地锁在胸口 and keeping them close to heart everyday <3
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This period of December has been great! Met up with so many close friends of mine and we spent lots of quality time together. Simple happiness =)
Significant days of Dec:
1) Maincomm retreat @ Kukup! We're back there again but this time the company is different, and the feeling is different too, yet both experiences are great. I believe that it made us closer and understand both ourselves and others better. Paintball-ed, KTV-ed, MJ-ed, HTHT-ed, Angel&Mortal-ed, Xmas gift exchange-d, beer-ed and prawns+crabs+coconuts overdose-d. =)
2) JIJI day! 5 years of friendship (and counting) but it's the first time ever that the 6 of us caught a movie together. Always said that movies are non-interactive and a waste of our precious time which we get to spend with each other haha. Still, anything done with JIJI will be fun, and that includes Turbo's 联谊-wannabe event at Vivo. We had fun, made new friends and managed to 骗吃骗喝 before going to Modesto for our YZ's bday + Xmas dinner. Food was great and the company was even better hehe. Did our annual xmas exchange and I received a Rilakkuma 2012 schedule from Baba! Been writing in it daily lika mini diary =). Got Elianto's moisturiser for Pong, which she can share with her Alvin ge hehe. DJJ gave each of us a surprise gift too, which is a custom-made JIJI calender with all our photos from past to present and our birthdays marked out. I feel so nostalgic just by looking at those photos. JIJI 万岁! <3
3) Then, it's my bday! 20years old now and I'm still having the Peter Pan syndrome hmm. Was watching MI: The Ghost Protocol with the maincomm peeps when the clock struck 12. Thank you all for the little surprise awww.
Had dinner with my family + MeiHui @ Old Airport Road (lots of seafood again omggg) before sending Sis off at the airport. She's going to US for 3weeks! Hopefully she'll get me some nice presents when she's back hehe.
4) Bday catchup with Steven! Too much love from him already hahaha. Very sweet of him to come all the way down just to sing me a song + pass me a cd and very bad of me to procrastinate and not pass him his accumulated for many years belated bday present =S. Best guy friend ever! =D
5) X-Phy'11 comm treat at 2D1N Soju Bang. First time ever I tried Korean BBQ and actually I don't know what's the difference between that and normal BBQ hahaha. It's like eating Seoul Garden leh, no meh? Anyway it's nice to see those familiar faces again though not everyone was there. :)
6) Bike Rally islandwide publicity + steamboat at Desiree's place thereafter. Yayy BR's islandwide was fun hehe bonding time for us (Y) and we're lucky to have such great weather. Saw many old friends while I was giving out flyers too (lots of fate, I like!).
Went over to Des's place after that and I concussed immediately. Woke up just in time for dinner and we basically just nua-ed at her place. Drank a little and HTHT-ed a lot (Yayyy I LOVEEEE htht!) which sad to say ended after I went to shower. All of them just died there when I came back and I had no one else to talk to already =(. Still, it was an interesting night! Had KFC for lunch the next day (I know this is mundane and isn't worth mentioning but it's my first KFC meal for this whole year!) and I realise how staying in school really increased the number of times I had Macs and how long it has been since I last touched KFC hmm.
7) Xmas eve with DJJ! Hahaha we started off meeting up for Xmas eve last year, when we were both single (and unwanted sigh hahaha) + felt sorry for ourselves so decided to keep each other accompanied on this special day. Went to Turbo's church for their Xmas performance + service, had a haircut at Chapter2, coincidental meet with Yong Xiang on the bus, HTHT at my place (woah we summarized like our whole year it's insane) and lastly movie marathon which kinda failed because I fell asleep =S. It's really nice spending time with her! We can always share about so many things and I always 默默 feel very touched when she's so concerned over my well-being. How blessed I am to have a friend like her :')
8) Xmas party with Werewolves @ Mel's! Gotta thanks Melmel for organizing an xmas party for us every year. Best organizer award goes to her for sure. We had an assorted cuisine for dinner, ranging from sushi to chicken wings to pizza to sausages to garlic bread to beehoon to egg salad and I was soooo full after eating. Played games too and it seems like orientation all over again hahaha. Round 3 of xmas gift exchange for me and this time round I gave out a 5kg of rice wrapped in anti-cockroach kitchen cabinet paper with masking tape LOLOLOL. That got me scolded rather badly but it's funny what! In return I got a Nike armband for exercising yay. Had a long chat at Mel's poolside after that before cabbing back with Ah Chua and CL. Oh oh! HAHAHAHA before sleeping, I reminded Ah Chua once again about our 35 years old pact which he replied "A promise! :)" (lol so sweet right). CL also send a uber long message to all, talking about the friendship we share. Then Lex sent a message too, saying how much this group of us meant to him. Waaa why all of them so nice one. I love Werewolves too! My closest group of JC friends up till now. And we're spending new year's eve together too! =)
9) Disney seniors stayover at Aloy's place and sent Brenda off to US the next morning. Yayy it has been a long while since we met up and spent the whole night together. Another round of HTHT a.k.a grilling session as we dug out many secrets whee-you-whee! Went to the airport and sent our dear Brenda off for her exchange. So many of them leaving next sem sighh.
10) JIJI 21st bday present shopping! Hahaha we act yi ge atas only. Went to many jewellery and watch shops before we finally decided on a key necklace for our common 21st bday present. I can't wait till it's my turn! 把记记紧紧地锁在胸口 and keeping them close to heart everyday <3
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This period of December has been great! Met up with so many close friends of mine and we spent lots of quality time together. Simple happiness =)
Tuesday, November 22, 2011
Saturday, November 19, 2011
Marina.
Went home and I watched a TV programme which was pretty interesting.
A woman (Age :36) was on a yacht with her boyfriend (Age: 23) when suddenly she felt immense abdominal pain and began to bleed furiously. Her boyf called 911 and when the paramedics asked if she was pregnant, the couple were so sure that she wasn't. So there she was, stuck at the deck trying not to pass out or fall into the sea as the boyf brought them back to the pier.
When the ambulance got there, the paramedics checked her out and they were stunned to see some organs-like thing discharging out of her body. They deduced that her uterus was detached and she needs to be sent to the hospital immediately. Took them a while to get her off the boat (she couldn't move) and onto the stretcher. When she finally got on, she screamed one last time and then felt something slip out of her body.
It was a baby!! The baby was wailing and everybody stood there, mega stunned. The boyf was covering his eyes and then when he heard the cries, looked at the baby as if it was some sort of alien hahaha. The duo then rushed off to the hospital with the unexpected gift wrapped in jackets from everybody.
The baby was named Marina which links back to her dramatic arrival on the yacht. They were so worried for the baby's health as the mom didn't go through any ultrascans and was still drinking and smoking during her pregnancy. The coolest thing is that it's her 3rd child already and this time the symptoms were totally different. In fact, apart from a small bulge in her tummy, she didn't have any other symptoms. Period went on as usual and unlike her previous pregnancies, she almost didn't put on any weight nor morning sickness kind of thing.
They figured that the birth control pill didn't work. 0.1% chance and tadah, they got it. No 9-months to let them prepare for the child but they handled it just fine. The dad even said that the baby was a exact replica of him, and he didn't expect himself to look so pretty as a girl awww.
I'm happy to have watched the show. It was on Discovery Health and Living (something along the line la) which is a channel that I hardly watch. If it's not because it came on right after I on the TV, I would have missed it entirely (Y).
A woman (Age :36) was on a yacht with her boyfriend (Age: 23) when suddenly she felt immense abdominal pain and began to bleed furiously. Her boyf called 911 and when the paramedics asked if she was pregnant, the couple were so sure that she wasn't. So there she was, stuck at the deck trying not to pass out or fall into the sea as the boyf brought them back to the pier.
When the ambulance got there, the paramedics checked her out and they were stunned to see some organs-like thing discharging out of her body. They deduced that her uterus was detached and she needs to be sent to the hospital immediately. Took them a while to get her off the boat (she couldn't move) and onto the stretcher. When she finally got on, she screamed one last time and then felt something slip out of her body.
It was a baby!! The baby was wailing and everybody stood there, mega stunned. The boyf was covering his eyes and then when he heard the cries, looked at the baby as if it was some sort of alien hahaha. The duo then rushed off to the hospital with the unexpected gift wrapped in jackets from everybody.
The baby was named Marina which links back to her dramatic arrival on the yacht. They were so worried for the baby's health as the mom didn't go through any ultrascans and was still drinking and smoking during her pregnancy. The coolest thing is that it's her 3rd child already and this time the symptoms were totally different. In fact, apart from a small bulge in her tummy, she didn't have any other symptoms. Period went on as usual and unlike her previous pregnancies, she almost didn't put on any weight nor morning sickness kind of thing.
They figured that the birth control pill didn't work. 0.1% chance and tadah, they got it. No 9-months to let them prepare for the child but they handled it just fine. The dad even said that the baby was a exact replica of him, and he didn't expect himself to look so pretty as a girl awww.
I'm happy to have watched the show. It was on Discovery Health and Living (something along the line la) which is a channel that I hardly watch. If it's not because it came on right after I on the TV, I would have missed it entirely (Y).
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