So so so so satisfied

Okay I ought to be blogging about Baba & Ying's party but I can already foresee that it's gonna be damn long and what I want to say now can't wait. Hehe

I want to say how thankful I am for the life I'm leading now.

Family
Daddy is our sole breadwinner, and I must really say that he has done a fantastic job at that. We never had trouble over our finances. We are not extremely well-to-do but at least we're not starving. Daddy, despite being demanding at times (haha) is very concerned over my moral values. Every now and then he'll tell me 做人的道理 which I must say even though I find him naggy at times, it is a real good form of character development for me. Of course, I'm not a saint and definitely not the best daughter/person around but hey, at least I think I'm decent. LOL

Mummy! She is the person I'll 撒娇 to the most. She pampers me to the max. HAHAHA, sometimes to the extent I feel that I'm a spoilt princess once I'm at home. When I go over to her room to sleep, she'll let me take the bed whereas she'll take the mattress. When I'm too lazy to move, she'll go over to the kitchen and serve me the dinner she has already prepared. Sometimes when I'm even more lazy, she'll feed me. LOL! Okay the more I say the more it seems that I'm super unfilial. It's not okay. It's just our way of bonding. I like to lie on top of her and whisper into her ears, she likes to molest me and snuggle close to me. -kiss kiss!-

Jiejie! LOL I'm forever saying that she's a bully. Whenever DiYang comes over, I'll lose my bed. Have to pack up my things and go knock on Mummy's door, asking her to let me sleep in her room. Now, her friend MeiHui likes to come over too. Oh no, double the frequency of me being 'kicked' away. But, she's really helpful! Upon knowing that I got into NTU Accountancy, she's even more excited for me. Before I even got home, she already succeeded in persuading Daddy to let me stay in the hall. When application for camps and all started to come in, she used her connections to make sure I can get in. I think one major factor why my parents give me so much freedom is because I have such an outstanding sister like her. She has proven that playing hard can also yield good results so my parents hardly interfere with what she's doing. Because of her paving the road in front, things were so much easier when it was my turn. =)

Gorgor! He is a young child at heart. Last night, he came back home with one big box and it's actually Band Hero! He's always the one bringing entertainment to me. He loves computer games and you can always see him sitting in front of the computer clicking away. Being the big brother, I remember hiding behind him when I was very young. He'll stick out his index finger and my tiny hand would just wrap around it as he leads the way. Hehehe so cute rightttt. Hahaha we don't do it anymore (obviously) but he's still protecting me. When the both of us get scolded, he'll take the blame for me and with that sweet tongue of his, he can always wriggle his way out of trouble. =DD

Friends
JIJI. Hahahaha Cute albeit retarded name we have. I love them lots! They say that secondary school is the place where you'll meet life-long friends and I don't doubt that at all. We only started coming together in Sec4, and the way Jiji was formed was actually pretty dumb. However, we've made it so far! I remember being very reluctant to graduate from Swiss because I don't want to lose my friends. I was actually pretty worried that we'll just 解散 this way. Initially, the 6 of us agreed to go to PJC together. As time passed, Turbo and YP decided to go SP, and Ying decided to go SA. I must say that I was pretty affected. I remember standing in the rain with DJJ, getting all emo as we thought of how Jiji will drift apart. I remember sitting at the playground with Kegan, as I broke down while telling him how afraid I was to lose them. Awwww, I'm getting a little teary as I'm typing this. Nonetheless, the latest Jiji gathering a.k.a Baba & Ying's birthday party was a blast! As we go through another phase in life now, I'm less paranoid and have plenty of faith in our friendship. =)

Student Council. In my JC years, I made the most number of friends through council. Even though some/most people don't like council, I have to say that it made a very very big impact on me. Back at Swiss, my CCA grade was E8. Minimal participation in school activities and unlike the others, I don't have to stay back on Tuesdays and Fridays. Held no positions and no leadership qualities in me. When I got into PJ council, I was given the opportunity to do things that I never thought I could. It wasn't like I was very outstanding or like I did a lot, but it was enough for me. Standing on the stage, addressing the entire J1 cohort, struggling to stay hyper despite being damn shagged out after dancing for 6 (or was it 9?) hours non-stop. Went for LTC and OBS as well and I will always remember. A leader creates what he/she creates.

I made friends like Steven, Kegan, Elaine, XueLi, Ernest, Jay, WeiCong, XiMing, HuiMin, Serene (well, I got to know her better haha), RuiYong, Leonard, WeeLing. For the first 4, I'm meeting them up regularly and they are really very sweet people. Hanging out with Steven is always fun because he is forever doing funny and stupid things. Also, he'll share with me his army stories, and I must say I got all my army knowlege from him LOL. Kegan is the htht friend. Somehow when I am in front of him, it is easier to share what I have on mind and he's also able to make me feel better. He's frank, and more importantly, he showers sincere compliments HEHE. Elaine is very active in asking me to meet up with her! Hahaha she'll always send a text over and we'll go out to have a dinner together. She's a gossip queen for sure. LOL once we see each other we'll definitely share the latest gossip and bitch about those people involved HAHA. Xueli ah, tsktsk! She's my sweetiest pie. Okay we're not exactly meeting up regularly but we met up recently! Hehe, she's very concerned over my love life (and I know you're reading this space!) but sad to say, no hong hong lie lie nor potential ones for me. =(

08S27! Okay, I've never told them this but I was actually very grateful to them. Hahaha, classmates like Melissa, Joanne, CaiLing, Eddie, KaiYao, JunRong, Lex, SinHua (uh oh I nearly forgot about him o.o). In J1, I was pretty occupied by council and it was only after I stepped down when I became closer to the class. In the past I was only close to Mel but after council was over, I managed to know a lot of them better. Mel is our solid pom pi pi gathering organizer. Seldom do we have a full-strength gathering but actually, seeing a few familiar faces every now and then makes me very happy. I try my best to attend our 'Werewolves' gathering so as to see my cute classmates again. I miss playing Werewolf and Twister! =DDDD! In the later part of the year, I got closer to WanFong and YangLin. WanFong was my singing buddy. We'll sit together at the back of the class, singing softly while playing our songs game. Well, that kinda explains why we're always not listening in class. It's hard to keep thinking of songs! YangLin claims to be my BFF but creditability questioned. Hahaha he has a fetish over my hairtie and our study sessions were forever unproductive. However, I must say that he's not really that childish lah. Sometimes (surprisingly), the advice he gives is pretty useful and I secretly go "woah" by his maturity of thoughts. Of course, it's best not to praise him cuz his ego will shoot sky high =.=

Eric and ZR. When we were young, the 3 of us were hanging out on a weekly basis. We'll head over to gran's, go buy bubble tea, go cycling, play catching, play crocodile, play blindmice, play basketball and have stayovers. As we grew older, we moved on to Kungfu Chaos and going to the movies. As for now, we hardly go back to gran's! Okay I'm meeting Eric and ZR rather frequently but it's always either me+Eric for me+ZR. We don't hang out together anymore =((. HAHA but no worries lah, after 18 years of seeing each other oh-so-often, we don't even feel awkward when we meet up suddenly. Like today, watch Eclipse with ZR (can't believe I actually watched it but yea, I did) followed by Joy's performance at the Esplanade. Been quite a while since we went out for our 'date' but I'm still very happy to see him! When we were in the theatre, told him jokingly that I'm afraid of the dark and he reflectively took my arm and linked it around his. So sweet right. LOL but I'm also very good to him k. Instead of taking 960, I actually accompanied him throughout the mega long Citylink that I hate so much so that he can take the train back. Hehe =)

Anyway what inspired this post was that I've been feeling so contented for the past few weeks. The entire June was spent in happiness. In fact, I got a shock my sleep was disrupted by the 12pm bell that rings on the first day of each month. It then occurred to me that July is here! Oh my god that's reallllllly fast. I went for 2 overseas trips and met up with so many people. It has really been a great time for me. I want to be thankful for what I have.

Actually, this makes me kinda paranoid. I'm a noob when it comes to setbacks and obstacles. I tend to be pessimistic before something happens (like I'll think about all the worst-case scenarios and get myself all worried) yet optimistic when something did happen (like I'll think "well, maybe it's not that bad after all" and start thinking of what to do). I'm worried that I'll run out such 'good luck' and something bad (choy choy choy) will happen soon. Sounds pathetic but please don't let that happen. I'm not experienced when it comes to difficulties in life. It makes me sad and I'll often not know what to do. =((