Honestly speaking, crying helps hell lot.

Let it all out, and now I'm ready to move on.

My mood swings like the Gmax at Clarke Quay hahaha okay not funny.

Alrighty, time to pick myself up and go all out!

Much thanks to friends who cared. Xiexienimen. Sorry for making ya'all worried! <3<3

Disappointing Decisions.

I placed faith in you, believing that you are capable of making sound decisions.

I thought you knew how to differentiate between right and wrong, or at least between good and bad.

Upon knowing your choice, I am throughly disappointed. A person acknowledging a stupid thing but insisting on doing it is a stupid person.

With no choice, I have to keep this secret for you and I wonder if it's right for me to do so.

One day, I hope that you can come back to your senses. We all know that it will not be an easy journey but so long as you need me, I know I can and will be there for you. I am willing to put in that effort for you. Really. But now, all I need to know is if you feel the same towards me too.

Oh boy, you've left me speechless
You left me speechless, so speechless.

On a sidenote, I've been crying quite a bit recently and it's kinda troubling. It has been a long while since I last cried (well, that's surprising haha). Right now there's so much contradictions within myself that I can't figure out. It's weirdddd. I'm not even thattttt sad or anything but these tears are just uncontrollable. I woke up this afternoon with a blocked nose and tear-streaked face. I think I need a long bus ride soon.

BFS

Big. Fat. Sigh.

It's back to this very depressing period of pre-exams again.

You're gonna catch a cold, from the ice inside your soul

Love this song. Been on repeat mode for a few days now.

Christina Perri -- Jar Of Hearts


Click here for dance vid on SYTYCD

Anyway, yesterday was an awesome day! Went swimming with Ade and Eileen! Jasmine couldn't make it in time but she passed her driving test omgg hahaha so happy for her. Like a finally! Okay so we went over to JE Swimming Complex and it has been so long since I last went! Had so much fun yay! <3 the wave pool =DDD

Met up with Mel, Eddie, Lex, and Ah Chua and we went to Stewards Riverboat for dinner! It's moored at Marina South Pier, serving American Tex-Mex Grill which I think is pretty not bad (Okay except for their jelly which seriously tastes like detergent =.=). Haha Ah Chua was saying that it's a smart business strategy for buffet because people like me with motion sickness seriously can't eat comfortably when I was there. But still, one of a kind experience! =)

Here comes the problem. Going home! Inital plan of taking red line all the way failed because Marina bay to Chua Chu Kang is really no joke + Fiona doesn't like trains. Haha kind-hearted Ah Chua and Lex accompanied me as we went from red line to purple line to Chinatown to 190 then finally back in CCK! So nice of them awww I'm touched. Had a short catch-up with Lex when he walked me home, and it was then that I realised how long have I not gone back to PJ! I wonder where is my 鱼肉细米粉虾汤 auntie now. =(

As for today, I was so unlucky till I'm getting a little speechless. Seven unlucky incidents, all within a day!! Okay hope it'll all get better tomorrow. Lunch and movie with Steven, dinner then kbox with Disney! =)

Life's Good!

Nice gorgor! Bro called me this afternoon, checking up on me and asking if I need a new school bag. I find it totally sweet that he remembers my red backpack is at the verge of falling apart. Now he's asking me if I want Crumpler from Melbourne (and I have a feeling he's giving to me for free hiakhiak). Hahah, so should I? =D

Looking forward to tomorrow. Going swimming with A, E and J! =D

Ooo and Sunday! Celebrating Steven's birthday omgggg been so long since I last met up with him. Yay like a excited also! =D

Okay back to stats now. =(