December.

I don't usually like December. It's my birthday month, but also the month I dread for many years now. Somehow, things are a little different this time round. I enjoyed myself thoroughly and I'm really contented.

Significant days of Dec:

1) Maincomm retreat @ Kukup! We're back there again but this time the company is different, and the feeling is different too, yet both experiences are great. I believe that it made us closer and understand both ourselves and others better. Paintball-ed, KTV-ed, MJ-ed, HTHT-ed, Angel&Mortal-ed, Xmas gift exchange-d, beer-ed and prawns+crabs+coconuts overdose-d. =)



2) JIJI day! 5 years of friendship (and counting) but it's the first time ever that the 6 of us caught a movie together. Always said that movies are non-interactive and a waste of our precious time which we get to spend with each other haha. Still, anything done with JIJI will be fun, and that includes Turbo's 联谊-wannabe event at Vivo. We had fun, made new friends and managed to 骗吃骗喝 before going to Modesto for our YZ's bday + Xmas dinner. Food was great and the company was even better hehe. Did our annual xmas exchange and I received a Rilakkuma 2012 schedule from Baba! Been writing in it daily lika mini diary =). Got Elianto's moisturiser for Pong, which she can share with her Alvin ge hehe. DJJ gave each of us a surprise gift too, which is a custom-made JIJI calender with all our photos from past to present and our birthdays marked out. I feel so nostalgic just by looking at those photos. JIJI 万岁! <3



3) Then, it's my bday! 20years old now and I'm still having the Peter Pan syndrome hmm. Was watching MI: The Ghost Protocol with the maincomm peeps when the clock struck 12. Thank you all for the little surprise awww.



Had dinner with my family + MeiHui @ Old Airport Road (lots of seafood again omggg) before sending Sis off at the airport. She's going to US for 3weeks! Hopefully she'll get me some nice presents when she's back hehe.

4) Bday catchup with Steven! Too much love from him already hahaha. Very sweet of him to come all the way down just to sing me a song + pass me a cd and very bad of me to procrastinate and not pass him his accumulated for many years belated bday present =S. Best guy friend ever! =D

5) X-Phy'11 comm treat at 2D1N Soju Bang. First time ever I tried Korean BBQ and actually I don't know what's the difference between that and normal BBQ hahaha. It's like eating Seoul Garden leh, no meh? Anyway it's nice to see those familiar faces again though not everyone was there. :)



6) Bike Rally islandwide publicity + steamboat at Desiree's place thereafter. Yayy BR's islandwide was fun hehe bonding time for us (Y) and we're lucky to have such great weather. Saw many old friends while I was giving out flyers too (lots of fate, I like!).



Went over to Des's place after that and I concussed immediately. Woke up just in time for dinner and we basically just nua-ed at her place. Drank a little and HTHT-ed a lot (Yayyy I LOVEEEE htht!) which sad to say ended after I went to shower. All of them just died there when I came back and I had no one else to talk to already =(. Still, it was an interesting night! Had KFC for lunch the next day (I know this is mundane and isn't worth mentioning but it's my first KFC meal for this whole year!) and I realise how staying in school really increased the number of times I had Macs and how long it has been since I last touched KFC hmm.

7) Xmas eve with DJJ! Hahaha we started off meeting up for Xmas eve last year, when we were both single (and unwanted sigh hahaha) + felt sorry for ourselves so decided to keep each other accompanied on this special day. Went to Turbo's church for their Xmas performance + service, had a haircut at Chapter2, coincidental meet with Yong Xiang on the bus, HTHT at my place (woah we summarized like our whole year it's insane) and lastly movie marathon which kinda failed because I fell asleep =S. It's really nice spending time with her! We can always share about so many things and I always 默默 feel very touched when she's so concerned over my well-being. How blessed I am to have a friend like her :')



8) Xmas party with Werewolves @ Mel's! Gotta thanks Melmel for organizing an xmas party for us every year. Best organizer award goes to her for sure. We had an assorted cuisine for dinner, ranging from sushi to chicken wings to pizza to sausages to garlic bread to beehoon to egg salad and I was soooo full after eating. Played games too and it seems like orientation all over again hahaha. Round 3 of xmas gift exchange for me and this time round I gave out a 5kg of rice wrapped in anti-cockroach kitchen cabinet paper with masking tape LOLOLOL. That got me scolded rather badly but it's funny what! In return I got a Nike armband for exercising yay. Had a long chat at Mel's poolside after that before cabbing back with Ah Chua and CL. Oh oh! HAHAHAHA before sleeping, I reminded Ah Chua once again about our 35 years old pact which he replied "A promise! :)" (lol so sweet right). CL also send a uber long message to all, talking about the friendship we share. Then Lex sent a message too, saying how much this group of us meant to him. Waaa why all of them so nice one. I love Werewolves too! My closest group of JC friends up till now. And we're spending new year's eve together too! =)



9) Disney seniors stayover at Aloy's place and sent Brenda off to US the next morning. Yayy it has been a long while since we met up and spent the whole night together. Another round of HTHT a.k.a grilling session as we dug out many secrets whee-you-whee! Went to the airport and sent our dear Brenda off for her exchange. So many of them leaving next sem sighh.



10) JIJI 21st bday present shopping! Hahaha we act yi ge atas only. Went to many jewellery and watch shops before we finally decided on a key necklace for our common 21st bday present. I can't wait till it's my turn! 把记记紧紧地锁在胸口 and keeping them close to heart everyday <3



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This period of December has been great! Met up with so many close friends of mine and we spent lots of quality time together. Simple happiness =)

可笑的是我没资格计较

Marina.

Went home and I watched a TV programme which was pretty interesting.

A woman (Age :36) was on a yacht with her boyfriend (Age: 23) when suddenly she felt immense abdominal pain and began to bleed furiously. Her boyf called 911 and when the paramedics asked if she was pregnant, the couple were so sure that she wasn't. So there she was, stuck at the deck trying not to pass out or fall into the sea as the boyf brought them back to the pier.

When the ambulance got there, the paramedics checked her out and they were stunned to see some organs-like thing discharging out of her body. They deduced that her uterus was detached and she needs to be sent to the hospital immediately. Took them a while to get her off the boat (she couldn't move) and onto the stretcher. When she finally got on, she screamed one last time and then felt something slip out of her body.

It was a baby!! The baby was wailing and everybody stood there, mega stunned. The boyf was covering his eyes and then when he heard the cries, looked at the baby as if it was some sort of alien hahaha. The duo then rushed off to the hospital with the unexpected gift wrapped in jackets from everybody.

The baby was named Marina which links back to her dramatic arrival on the yacht. They were so worried for the baby's health as the mom didn't go through any ultrascans and was still drinking and smoking during her pregnancy. The coolest thing is that it's her 3rd child already and this time the symptoms were totally different. In fact, apart from a small bulge in her tummy, she didn't have any other symptoms. Period went on as usual and unlike her previous pregnancies, she almost didn't put on any weight nor morning sickness kind of thing.

They figured that the birth control pill didn't work. 0.1% chance and tadah, they got it. No 9-months to let them prepare for the child but they handled it just fine. The dad even said that the baby was a exact replica of him, and he didn't expect himself to look so pretty as a girl awww.

I'm happy to have watched the show. It was on Discovery Health and Living (something along the line la) which is a channel that I hardly watch. If it's not because it came on right after I on the TV, I would have missed it entirely (Y).

Y/N [FIXED]

Pola snack
Minute Maid
Choco Mint
Corn soup
Seafood
Fruitips
Dark Mocha
Rose apples
Bus
Tears
Violet
Rain
Inspiration
Spice
Night
Help
Speed
Effort
Sleep
Hugs
Security
Fragrance
Long messages
Humour
Comfort
Genuineness
Eileen

Attitude
Accusation
Disrespect
Strawberries
Lotus root
Disappointment
Dilemma
Black pepper
Grease
Bitter
Anthony

Y/N

Pola snack
Minute Maid
Choco Mint
Corn soup
Seafood
Fruitips
Dark Mocha
Rose apples
Bus
Tears
Violet
Rain
Inspiration
Spice
Night
Help
Speed
Effort
Sleep
Hugs
Security
Fragrance
Long messages
Humour
Comfort
Genuineness

Attitude
Accusation
Disrespect
Strawberries
Lotus root
Disappointment
Dilemma
Black pepper
Grease
Bitter

Werewolves @ USS!

Had a blast at USS yesterday! Been a while since all of us came together and this time, we finally fulfilled our wish to go USS together. Though SH couldn't make it in the day, ZY joined us! One day when all of us find a partner, we'll have 9X2=18 people going out together. How nice is that =)

The must-have shot with the globe.

Love this for being so candid. Natural expressions! =)

Most successful jumpshot.

Supposed street-feel #1

Supposed street feel #2

Supposed street feel #3. Try finding 4 pairs of similar poses 'cept for our dear Mel haha.

Not much of a crowd given that it's a long weekend. Didn't rain even though the erratic weather has been going on and off recently. Fiona got to go on the red and blue ride many times over. Most importantly, I get to meet up with the bunch of them. It's only when I do see them then did I realize how much I miss them. Awww.

Left earlier and I concussed right after showering. So mega tired I slept from 12am - 1130am, then from 1pm-7pm hahaha. There goes my Sunday.

Something interesting happened right before I left for school. I flicked the switch beside the door and as I did that, I was really expecting the gate to open but instead the lights came on. Laughed to myself as I realize what I was thinking. Been spending too much time away from home and too much time in the meeting room hmm.

Okay I'm getting lazy. Point form from here onwards!

-Cooked the first proper meal in my entire life! Though it's spaghetti, there's garlic, bacon, mushrooms, and crab meat k. I even added salt and pepper on my own. Like a boss (Y)

- Mummy bought rose apples, orange juice and also apple juice with aloe vera bits for me yay.

- Ate 8 cereal prawns today. Like a shiok. Love it when I'm the only one at home and Mummy will cook food that I like =D

- Gongcha + Sushi for supper. I bought $16.50 worth of sushi but they were going off at half-price so it's alright. The auntie said that I'm a nice girl! I bought all of her remaining stocks so she could go home earlier heh.

- Met Boon Chee and Priscilla at USS! Been so super long since I last saw BC. Missing her lots so it's great to see her!

<3 I'm a happy girl =D

I realise that if I were to update this space on a daily basis, it's gonna be mad boring haha!

Paranormal Activity 3 + 13 cells for this year's Halloween. Hoping for something more exciting next year!

5th October

A date I will always remember.

Really very thankful for the close friends around me. People who genuinely care about my well-being, people who can sense that I am vulnerable and gave me strength when I needed it the most.

The post is super outdated but yea, just wanna express how much I love you guys and how much you guys meant to me. I feel so blessed =)

Then again, it's the pre-exams depression period again. Whyyyyyyyyyyy.

I have so much to share but I'm lazy to type it all out. Okay, shall make it a point to update this space more often! =D

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I want to be strong.

生老病死

I used to go over to Gran's place every single Saturday. It was my favourite place when I was young and I look forward to my weekly catching sessions. Then, we grew older. We will go over to have lunch then leave the house to catch a movie hang out somewhere till it's time for dinner. And then, we grew even older, and busier. I hardly go over now.

A few weeks ago, Grandpa got admitted into the hospital due to a heart attack. He stayed there for 2 weeks and he got discharged last Monday. Then he got admitted into the hospital again and was only out on Sat. I went over to greet him when he came back. There he was, lying on the bed motionless and all he could manage was a moan. I don't even know if that was a response or is he simply in pain. It aches me to see him in this state so I quickly left.

We were told to be ready. He may just leave us anytime and honestly, I don't see how one can get ready for such things. I do make it a point to go back whenever I could now but what I can do is limited. When I'm over there, I can't bear to look at him. It only reminds me of how much he has aged and how fragile he is right now. Gone were the days whereby he could chase after me, grab my arms and scold me for jumping around on his bed. Gone were the days I try to converse with him in my damn chui Hokkien and he will laugh heartily at the way I try so hard to pronounce the words.

He has 50+ grandchildren and about 20 more great-grandchildren but he is the only Grandpa I have. Though we are not super duper close, it scares me to know that he is leaving very soon.

Then again, I will think about my Grandma. I don't even dare to imagine how is she feeling right now, knowing that she will be left alone when he is gone. I find it so so so cruel.

Putting that aside, I'm glad to meet up with ZR over the weekends. Been a long while since we went out together. Caught Johnny English again and sad to say, it's no longer funny if you watch it for the second time. Moreover the crowd was terrible. A whole row of primary school kids behind us and the guys WOULDN'T STOP TALKING. I hate it when people talk during movies. Don't ask me questions and don't comment on every single scene. Keep those thoughts to yourself and I will gladly discuss with you, AFTER the movie. Hahah okay kinda angst but really, those kids totally spoiled the movie for us =(

Oh ya and now I'm hooked on dramas again. So many new shows coming up! The Mentalist (omg love it!), Vampire Diaries (nice but too scary eh!), Glee and Gossip Girls. How to finish watching I ask you. I have yet to try HIMYM and I heard it's at Season 7 already?! Haha suddenly I thought of Supernatural. Was supposed to watch it with BFF (because I'm a humji kia) I think but I have no idea where is he now =(. And Heroes! Halfway through Season 2 with Steven but our plan to finish up with it is forever failing =((.

Kinda forgot. Hahaha on Friday it was Daddy's birthday! Made a birthday card for him (it's mad ugly but uhhh, ok la!) and we had dinner at Marina Bay Golf Course. Food was great, scenery was great and we could see a tweeny bit of F1 that was going on. Supposed to be a treat but I'm mad broke right now sighhh.

Hehe it's recess week! Study hard and play hard. Okay off to my project now! My group very chiong. Online meeting not enough they want to meet at 9am tomorrow. I shall be a responsible project group mate!

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It really warms my heart when my friends remember what are my likes and dislikes. The food I like, the drinks I like, my favourite colour, or even my favourite seat on the bus =)

It's gonna be a busy week ahead! 1 assignment, 1 project and 1 mid-terms haha but I can't find my mugger mode button =(

Try.

I have to keep reminding myself that I cannot look back no matter what. Each time I do, it's because I'm starting to have doubts about myself and if I still continue to ponder upon my decision, it's highly likely that I'll end up regretting. Can't possibly let that happen, can I?

Something is affecting me more than I thought it would and it's rather disturbing. Forgetting aint so easy after all, especially when I'm not even sure if I'm ready to let go and move on.

On a happier note, I'm excited! Gonna meet up with Steven, JIJI and Disney seniors we're going to KL!! For these few weeks I'm gonna study real hard. YAYY really looking forward to the dates!! =D

I need your support.

Life is all about choices. I've made mine, and now I guess you've made yours too.

Doubts...

Thank you!

Was texting DJJ in the afternoon and she's my goddess now. Love you!

"讲真的, in any case, I will support you for any decision you make de!"

"You don't need to 对任何人交待. You only need to account for yourself yo."

"But yeah, 选择你能承受的，承受你能选择的!"

DJJ, 谢谢你!

Not to forget dearest Mel Mel who doesn't even know what I'm talking about but still sent a text over to cheer me up!

Too much love from ya'all already. <3 <3 <3!

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That's when I say, you guys really mean a lot to me. =)

我很烦

Some words that are being said just hurt so much.

I feel pressurized, feel like I'm suffocating, and I feel so damn helpless.

It wouldn't have affected me this much if I hadn't cared but nobody understands that.

Either way, I will disappoint people around me.

Considering...considered...reconsidering...

Sigh, 我真的很烦.

Fiona can't wait!

Instead of studying I'm thinking of the people I should meet up with after exams.

1) Eric
2) ZR
3) Steven
4) Kegan
5) BengHow
6) Joy (hahaha my tutee)
7) CL, Joanne, Mel
8) Ah Chua, Lex, JR, Eddie, SH
9) JIJI
10) Grandparents
11) Serene
12) Elaine & Xueli
13) BFF
14) Council peeps

Woahh the more I think the more I realise that I've been missing out a lot. Why like thattt. Looking forward to post-exams whee-you-whee! Come'on people ask me out ask me out! =D

Honestly speaking, crying helps hell lot.

Let it all out, and now I'm ready to move on.

My mood swings like the Gmax at Clarke Quay hahaha okay not funny.

Alrighty, time to pick myself up and go all out!

Much thanks to friends who cared. Xiexienimen. Sorry for making ya'all worried! <3<3

Disappointing Decisions.

I placed faith in you, believing that you are capable of making sound decisions.

I thought you knew how to differentiate between right and wrong, or at least between good and bad.

Upon knowing your choice, I am throughly disappointed. A person acknowledging a stupid thing but insisting on doing it is a stupid person.

With no choice, I have to keep this secret for you and I wonder if it's right for me to do so.

One day, I hope that you can come back to your senses. We all know that it will not be an easy journey but so long as you need me, I know I can and will be there for you. I am willing to put in that effort for you. Really. But now, all I need to know is if you feel the same towards me too.

Oh boy, you've left me speechless
You left me speechless, so speechless.

On a sidenote, I've been crying quite a bit recently and it's kinda troubling. It has been a long while since I last cried (well, that's surprising haha). Right now there's so much contradictions within myself that I can't figure out. It's weirdddd. I'm not even thattttt sad or anything but these tears are just uncontrollable. I woke up this afternoon with a blocked nose and tear-streaked face. I think I need a long bus ride soon.

BFS

Big. Fat. Sigh.

It's back to this very depressing period of pre-exams again.

You're gonna catch a cold, from the ice inside your soul

Love this song. Been on repeat mode for a few days now.

Christina Perri -- Jar Of Hearts


Click here for dance vid on SYTYCD

Anyway, yesterday was an awesome day! Went swimming with Ade and Eileen! Jasmine couldn't make it in time but she passed her driving test omgg hahaha so happy for her. Like a finally! Okay so we went over to JE Swimming Complex and it has been so long since I last went! Had so much fun yay! <3 the wave pool =DDD

Met up with Mel, Eddie, Lex, and Ah Chua and we went to Stewards Riverboat for dinner! It's moored at Marina South Pier, serving American Tex-Mex Grill which I think is pretty not bad (Okay except for their jelly which seriously tastes like detergent =.=). Haha Ah Chua was saying that it's a smart business strategy for buffet because people like me with motion sickness seriously can't eat comfortably when I was there. But still, one of a kind experience! =)

Here comes the problem. Going home! Inital plan of taking red line all the way failed because Marina bay to Chua Chu Kang is really no joke + Fiona doesn't like trains. Haha kind-hearted Ah Chua and Lex accompanied me as we went from red line to purple line to Chinatown to 190 then finally back in CCK! So nice of them awww I'm touched. Had a short catch-up with Lex when he walked me home, and it was then that I realised how long have I not gone back to PJ! I wonder where is my 鱼肉细米粉虾汤 auntie now. =(

As for today, I was so unlucky till I'm getting a little speechless. Seven unlucky incidents, all within a day!! Okay hope it'll all get better tomorrow. Lunch and movie with Steven, dinner then kbox with Disney! =)

Life's Good!

Nice gorgor! Bro called me this afternoon, checking up on me and asking if I need a new school bag. I find it totally sweet that he remembers my red backpack is at the verge of falling apart. Now he's asking me if I want Crumpler from Melbourne (and I have a feeling he's giving to me for free hiakhiak). Hahah, so should I? =D

Looking forward to tomorrow. Going swimming with A, E and J! =D

Ooo and Sunday! Celebrating Steven's birthday omgggg been so long since I last met up with him. Yay like a excited also! =D

Okay back to stats now. =(

Hello? We feel tired/sian too!

A leopard never changes its spots.

江山易改，本性难移。

Duibuqi.

I never meant to hurt you.

I am guilty and sad at the same time. Guilty because I made you sad, sad because you are sad.

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I find it difficult to understand some people. Really.

We are all flawed in a way but what you're showing me now really disgusts me. You are plain rude, self-centered, immature and mean. I don't get what you're trying to prove over there. You may have your reasons, but all I see now is people hurting because of you.

You simply do not care.

Baby baby baby ohh~

Said this many times, but I really do want to be a mom.

And when I do, I hope to have a son followed by a daughter. Must have 2 kids and above! =D

Hahaha I think I'm inspired by my own brother. We used to quarrel and fight a lot when we were young but now when I think about it, he played and protected me many times too. He'll bring me downstairs to cycle, go over to World of JJ to play magic cards with his friends, lift me up to play 'aeroplane', pin me on the floor and tickle me until I surrender, purposely not catching me when we're playing block catching, push me when I was on the swing and not scolding me when I made his tamagotchi die. Awww, nostalgic!

When we got older, he bought me my current ipod touch, offered to buy me laptop when I entered uni (I was nice too because I declined that), send me back home when I go clubbing, sending me to hall in the middle of the night, fetching me back home when I'm lazy to get back myself, ask me out for lunch/dinner, hold my hand when we're crossing the road, ruffle my hair and say things like "Don't act cute with me. 'Cause you're really cute when you do that". Double awwwwww!!!!

Right now I think he just landed/ about to land in Melborne. He'll be staying there for one whole month! I am missing him already. =(

Okay back to the children topic. I want to have a son first so that my daughter will have someone to rely on when she needs help. I remember talking about this with someone before (DJJ is it you? O.o) and we both agreed that it'll be damn sweet if siblings can go out on dates like how couples do! Then as the mother, I'll be very proud that my kids can get along so well hehe.

I like the alphabet 'V'. Next time I have kids I'll make sure that their names start with that!

Ohya! My neighbour just had a baby boy! Omgggg her first daughter is super cute I swear. Each time I see her my heart will really melt and I feel very tempted to kidnap her hiakhiak. Big brown eyes, rosy cheeks, a smile which looks more like a grin and forever in her princessy dress!! Now that the little brother is out too, I'm gonna go home more often. Babies grow up damn fast I don't want to miss that stage! Next time they won't let me carry them nor high-five me nor send me a flying kiss already =(

F for effort.

I hate to disappoint, really.

And I do not give up easily. If I want something bad enough, I'll make sure I put in my best efforts to achieve it.

LTC taught me this: A leader creates what he/she creates.

Think about it.

不要轻言放弃，否则对不起自己。

I hope that recess week will never end.

Hehe, hello 振东哥哥!

Huan ying guang ling!

Hello, opening up this place again!

Right now it's 4plus in the morning and I'm helping Steven with his testimonial. Such a good friend I know. Haha though I know it's highly unlikely that you'll be reading this, still wanna let you know I'm missing you k! Please do not choose IT fair over me the next time round if not I can't guarantee that I'll be this forgiving. =)

Ooo, DJJ too! Hahaha she was the one who compelled me to visit this blogging world once again. Sorry for not letting you know earlier but yea, I felt that that place of yours could provide you with the means of letting loose of what was in your mind. Didn't want you to feel uncomfortable and restricted upon knowing that it's not that private after all. Don't worry, like what I've said, those people that bother to read (and check for updates everyday) are those who care and yeaps, I am one of them. =D

Haha, hello to Ade and Eileen if you're here!

Okay, no more procrastinating. Long day tomorrow so I better chop chop go to bed!

I hope I'm making sense

Staying optimistic and pessimistic at the same time.

So volatile, so unsure, so unfathomable.

I'm keeping my hopes up yet constantly reminding myself to be careful.

Scared of being burt, scared that I'll be disappointed.

It's kinda weird. Trying not to think of something that makes you happy because you are afraid that in the end, the reason why you are sad is because you are too happy before.

Now I realise, when I cannot express myself clearly enough, I find it impossible for to confide in anybody. Whyyyy.

You ought to know, I ought to tell. But somehow none of the words seems right.

TMDKL

I am like a tmdk tired now but I can't go to sleep yet. Many things undone and being super unproductive now isn't help at all. I know I might as well just go to bed and do it tml but I know better. Damn but I think I'll still end up procrastinating and do it tml. I'm screwed if I can't finish in time. But really, I can't think now. My head is spinning and I feel like puking. I can't afford to fall ill again. I'll go bang my head on the wall if I do. I hate how my immune system is super weak nowadays. Like suka suka I'll be down already whatisthis.

Just checked my mail and I got a F for IT quiz. Please tell me why am I not surprised. Totally should have feigned illness and give it a miss. Sick on the wrong days =(

Kukup trip with 20th comm was a blast. Coconuts overdose and I'm a little sick of prawns now. And yes, continue to stay away from alcohol I hate the taste. A more detailed post to come when I'm in a right state of mind and when I'm happier.

4E5 class gathering just now and I'm so glad to see those familiar faces again. I love Swiss. Sidetrack a bit, saw a couple of Swiss students having their flag day at Lot1 and I eagerly took out my waller to donate. Told the girl that I was from Swiss too. Hehe =)

Okay maybe I should rest. I might just fall off from the chair if I continue to face MSword for another minute =.=

BB = Bai Bai

Happy Birthday my new phone. Welcome to my world! =D

I need a good laugh.

2010 in a nutshell =)

Realised that I didn't summarize my 2010!

Okay actually it's not of great importance but I can't get to sleep now so might as well. Hehe

January!
Went for my second overseas trip with friends, the first being the one to Phuket with council guys. This time, Mel, CL, Sheryl and I went over to Genting! Hehe cheap cheap getaway, I like! Went during their super off-peak season so it was really enjoyable. Not much of a need to queue for rides yeeharr. Sad to say, they're not that much into roller coaster rides as I am. The maximum we went to was Corkscrew, and that was after much persuading and pulling and scamming before I managed to get Mel to go with me. Gave Spaceshot a miss! Omgg suddenly I feel for bungee jumping. New Zealand anybody? =D

Love them! <3!

February!
First time I ever worked. Went over to ZhengHua primary for MOE teaching attachment. Didn't really teach much over there. It was super slack work but I did learn a lot though! In primary schools it's not really about teaching but more of classroom management instead. After spending a month over there, I really salute primary school teachers. Their level of patience is imba o.o

March-May!
I was tired, but no doubt I had a lot a lot of fun working. Went back to Swiss as a relief teacher with DJJ and Ying! One plus point is that I'm back to my alma mater. Second plus point is that I back there with such good friends. Shared one table with Ying and we were just diagonally opposite DJJ! Ex-teachers-turn-colleagues and got to know many new faces! I remember laughing a lot back then. Everyday, despite having to wake up at 6plus, is still a happy day. We had our problems too, but having nice company around me really made everything so much better. Moreover, I got to hang out with DJJ and Ying min 5 days a week! We see each other so much but we never get sick of it. I like that.

Darren and Mr Teng's treat! =D!

Oh ya. It was also during this period of time that I picked up tuition. 2 cousins at T.Payoh, and 2 St.Marg girls at Newton. The rates are pretty good so the max I earned in a month actually amounted to $2.5K! Not too bad huh! Yayy! Before working my bank account had less than 5 dollars in it. After 4 months of working, it went up to 4K plus. Sad to sad, it's down to 1K plus now T.T

June!
I went overseas again! With DJJ and Daddy, we made our way to Macau and ZhuHai. Omggg how much I miss those days! We were so carefree and everyday it's just shop and eat and shop and eat! Daddy is very nice too. He appears every now and then to bring us out for a good meal and pass me money. Most of the time he's over at the casino while DJJ and me just hang around and do whatever we want. Drink 2 cups of bubble tea everyday, fantasize over our cute hairdresser, spit watermelon seeds around like the locals (actually they don't really do that but we don't care lah HAHA!), shopped like crazy, did manicure/pedicure... My oh my. DJJ I miss those days with you! =DD!

Freaking atas hehe!

August!
YOG! Volunteered myself for YOG and it's indeed a once in a life time experience. Haha I see myself as a highly patriotic Singaporean so I'm very honoured to be involved in the games. Once again, I was with DJJ hehe! Worked with great people like Yati and Steven (and not to mention Auntie). It has been great knowing them! I know that there are people out there being skeptical about the entire YOG hooha and I can only say it's because they don't understand. It's inspiring when you're at the event ground, looking at those young athletes compete with once another. They are trained to perform under immense pressure. Pressure from the crowds, pressure from the fact that their country sent them over so that they can bring glory back to the nation. They are individuals who have achieved so much more despite being much younger too. You see them perspire, you see them smile, you see them cry. I admire them. I really do! Hehe and not to forget, my Thai boy. Ahahahaha though he's not super cute nor handsome but really! He's a charmer~ =P!

That's Yati! =D

Sports camp! My first activity related to school and it was hella memorable. Ying was with me throughout the entire camp (I just realised that I confirm plus chop have someone I'm very used to around me whenever I embark on smth new. Erm, I guess that's a good thing? Haha!) and I can remember super clearly how I relied on her during camp. We get so shagged until we kept questioning one another why the hell did we sign ourselves up to go through all this. Quite funny I would say. Now that happy girl is in her lovey dovey world with Mr Ruben and I feel that I'm in love too. They're just so sweet together AWWW! Okay I'm digressing.

Disneyyy~

September!
School started. I share the same tutorial and naturally same lectures with BeeHim. So we started to attend lessons together. I'm glad to have her with me! I have to admit that I'm super prone to ponning. I find it so hard to attend lessons! With Bee, she forces me to attend lectures (provided that I'm awake to answer her phone calls LOL) and also reminding me every week that I should go for IT. Hahahaha we'll be tgt for the next sem so yay!

Main comm! Can't remember was it Sept or Oct already lah. Either way I remember thinking super long about this matter. Each night, Ying and I will just lie in bed, discussing if we should join main comm and each night, we reach no conclusion LOL. I swear I was super indecisive then. I am easily persuaded and that didn't help at all. I listen to one party, then I will go okay no I don't want to join already. Then comes along another party then I will go okay, maybe I should join after all. This cycle repeated itself for so many times I lost track. Obviously, I went for it in the end. Submitted the form and I even played mj that night. Hahahaha can't remember who was the one telling me but I do recall that person saying that I look very distracted. LOL I was! In my mind I was going omg-I-can't-believe-that-I-submitted-the-form-after-all-siao-what-am-I-thinking. Okay it's all pretty amusing to me now =P

Mafia wannabes~

December!
I realise one trend. December = the most depressing month. It has been happening for a few consecutive years already! End of J1, I was very frustrated over one matter and they made me breakdown pretty often. I was really unhappy and I cried a lot. End of J2, I hurt someone I shouldn't and that got me regretting a lot. Sad to say, I'm a wimp so up till today, I've not done anything to rectify things. This year! I don't know why but I was super affected by the examinations. Maybe it's because this is the first time ever I was so unprepared for my papers and that got me feeling very stressed. Not the die-lah-I-won't-do-well stress. It's the die-lah-I-know-I-won't-do-well-but-still-can't-be-bothered attitude that got me stressed. Aiya whatever I'm not making sense here.

Is it me, or did 2010 really pass by too quickly? Once again I felt that I haven't achieve much in this year. I did nothing impressive and it's almost as if I have wasted another year in my life. Okay right now, as a tradition I shall tell myself to work hard for 2011. I highly doubt it lah. Just gonna be bombarded with mundane school work. Wa sian >.<

First post of the year!

I am still sad over the fact that I can't tour Europe with Eric. I really really wanted to go! The fact that I'm going with him, the fact that it's Europe, or simply just the fact that I want to go on a proper holiday!! Been watching the news and even Thailand is snowing zomgwhatisthis. I want to visit a snowy country again. Damn I'm getting more and more depressed as I think about how sad it is to be trapped in Sg. T.T

Anyway, it's now 2011! I had the most boring countdown ever. I'm just a lazy bum that avoids crowd lah. This time, I simply nua-ed in bed and read my exciting novel. Didn't even realize that it's 2011 alr until Mummy came down and surprised me from the back.

So,
First thing I did in 2011: Read book
First food I ate: Blueberry Morning with Milk
First person who msged me: Mel
First person I msged: Daddy
First person I called: Gorgor

Well, despite my very unexciting end of 2010, I had a very happening morning today. Was lying in bed sleeping with a blocked nose and when it itched a little, I rubbed it with the back of my hand. It was very watery (gross max I know) so I fumbled around for a tissue to wipe those 'mucus' away. I did all that with my eyes closed. Somehow, the mucus kept flowing so I got pekcek and opened my eyes, only to realize that I'm having a terrible case of nosebleed! Jumped off the bed instantly and the blood just gushed out of my left nostril and dripped all over. It's really like a tap! Formed this trail of blood as I hurriedly ran to the bathroom. Stayed there for quite some time as I couldn't stop the bleeding. Kinda scary. Whole basin was tainted dark red and I was very disgusted by the metalic taste in my mouth. Worst case of nosebleed I ever had. In tv shows you'll see those with one short trail ending somewhere above the upper lip. Mine was one flowing trail going over my mouth and all the way to the chin, dripping to the ground from there. So scary =((

New Year wishes:
1) Stay healthy! Especially so for Mummy. She has been complaining about numbness around the waist area as well as dark spots appearing, affecting her eyesight. It's really worrying me.
2) Stay happy! Hope to smile and laugh more often =)
3) Balance between work and play.

Byebye!